I have been struggling with my role as a Mother and wife lately. I have felt on many days that I would be better spending my time earning money then being home. Maybe I wasn't made for this role. With these feelings of doubt and not measuring up I have decided to turn to the Lord and start improving myself. To start reading my scriptures and saying my prayers. Reading talks and other things put out through The Church Of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints to help me understand my calling in life and to help me be a better me.
Every night I lay in bed wishing my day had gone better. That I hadn't yelled at my children or gotten upset at them. I think how I want to be a better parent. I want my kids to grow up in a happy loving home and realize it all begins with me. My attitude is everything! I realized that when I get up early, read my scriptures, say prayers, and work out I am a happier person. I have been reading The Parent's Guide and realize I have a lot to improve on, but I am going to do it! I am going to improve myself each day so I can be the best mom I can be for my children. I am going to keep Christ at the center of our home. I am going to work on teaching my children through love and kindness. I am going to change my attitude and make the best out of life.
I am grateful for my children and glad I am going through these experiences that are making me a better person for them. So here is to a better future.
